Friday, August 27, 2010

HBH 197

Last mile is longest:
Weary after hard journey,
Anxious for the end.

After finding my month (OK, four weeks) without alcohol to be mostly quite a doddle, suddenly the last few days have become hard.

My sense of disorientation (Am I a drinker again, or not? When will it end??) is not helped by the fact that The Choirboy is now dithering as to whether he's going to celebrate his birthday this weekend (the terminal date that I'd been building my whole alcohol-free plan around!) or not. It's looking as though I might push through till Monday, to give myself 30 days of purity.

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